after final examination

yeah, i was pass final examination at school and now i have holiday for a week. i'm happy cause i can free to do anything. but, you know i don't know how about fate of my score. certainly i'll get bad score of some lesson. like chemistry, math, physic, etc. that can be cause i don't study hardly. but i hope i can still get  a good score for some lesson.

now i get a week for holiday, but i can't spending the holiday with travel or hang out like other students. in this week i have a project with my organization. it's too busy but i enjoy gathering with my friends from organization eventough i hope i can travel for spending my holiday.

one more for today, class 12 (BRITERI ) graduate from national exam and they have farewell party or graduation party at 165 tower, jakarta. and there is As syifa high school when they graduate national exam too. they first alumnus highschool in assyifa. maybe i 'll say something. "congratulations for graduate national exam and have an unforgetable momment".
that's all for today.

*sorry for my bad english. i'm still learning correct it :)

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"Breakeven" 

the script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

come on, Rise up girl!

today i go to school early morning. my teacher will give me and my friends report of academic for half semester. but for now, my teacher will give it to student directly because many parents can't present. all of student waiting out the class and my teacher will give the report by call each student name to enter this class. at there the teacher tell me about academic, gesture, and everything what the student did in the class. i still waiting out the class for long time. 'when my teacher call my name? how long i wait to enter the class?'. a few my friends have get their report. soon, my friend call me to enter the room. at there my teacher show and give me my report academic. and what? i get a bad score. my teacher talk to me for longtime and i just answer with the short respond. i know my score is come down be bad score like today. sucks. and i get out from the room. i see, many students get the great score with happy smile. but not like me, i get out from my the room with bad face and bad score. yes, maybe i studied rarely, i don't give serious in the class, and i studied lazily . that's why i got the bad score.

but i enjoy my score eventough is bad. no cry and no desperate. because from this moment i get a meaningful lesson. sure, i don't want to get a bad score today. the bad score give me spirits for me to more learn and study hard. 'the bad thing can make you change to be better person'. for tomorrow i  must listen and pay attention when my teacher explain in front of class. no more complain and grumble, no more talk with friend when teacher teach. and i must do homework when i get it from teacher. at night i will study nicely. i do all of that cause i have aim. i want to go to good university easily. my score must good to go to the university. i hope i can 'if you think you can, yes you can'. i still have a chance and i never throw the chance for the second. next grade i must be the best. this life is full of struggle. so come on, rise up! open your eyes =)

*sorry for my bad english. i'm still learning correct it :)